...Gone wif de waves....

2004-01-06T03:09:00.000-08:00

just as i thought , today is a bad day....

i can't see my blogggg... Urghh.. what is wrong with computers nowadays. Have they gone insane? I think ill just move to diaryland or sumthing..

2004-01-03T22:16:00.000-08:00

"You want me to fixed Up my lyrics
while the president get his dick suck"
hehs.Eminem's funny

ill just update here on a boring sunday afternooon.. My handphone credit is going low , and im broke. Yeah.. a new year awaits me with the usual routine of - trying to save money , failed to save money , broke freak. Mebbe i spend too much money , but hey.. I need loads of foood!

I wonder whats shida , fatin , wani are doing on this fine sunday. Prolly going out shopping (fatin) , or snogging with boyfriend (AHEM) or just watching teeeve (wani). Me? i spent my day (which has not yet end) , curling up in my bedroom with a book. Oh , thats my life , boring. But i love my books just fine. I need to buy more books and magazines. Im a magazine addict and book freak.

I'm BOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDD to the upmost death

2004-01-03T06:18:00.000-08:00

after a long long long long time , i remembered about my eminem marshall matters cd. Now im addicted again. Whoooo , eminem rocks my socks off! you can listen to his shit like forever. Im not really into rap , but eminem is an exeption. ~~AND HE LOOKS LIKE TOM FELTON~~ I think ill save up to buy his 8 mile album , is it still in stores?

eminem reminds me offf HIM!!! we used to talk about him for hours on the fone... i am not missing him , i don miss him . No No No ~~YES WAY~~ No way.

anyway i loveee it when he said all this shits and then end it with "Im just kidding ladies , you know i love you,"
-squeals- kay , shuddup now.

anyway I finished the karangan totally. Edited every single word. smangatttt...really dramatic , made a sad ending..Cikgu Alijah would need to get a tissue. Lol. like real..

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I love my new discman.. =dances around= I love eminem =Rapes= I love my layout =Snogs computer=

ive gone keewaaazieee! =sings=

2004-01-03T04:11:00.000-08:00

I finnaly did my malay karangan. The story is supposed to be about family but it turned out as a love story.. Wtf. But anyway you can't get out of point in continue the story thinger right? So im safe. After i finished all the curry daging , and later on cooking 2 huge chickens , Now there's no food left and I'M HUNGRY! Need to cook summore!

2004-01-03T00:59:00.000-08:00

I'M BROKE!

went to skewl with 30 bucks and reutrned with 2.50 left. So can't go out today , can't catch a movie. And im practiaclly rotting away at homeeeeee..... and totally missing him!

2004-01-02T20:42:00.000-08:00

this is freaking irritating!

2004-01-02T04:59:00.000-08:00

Changed layout again.. getting sick of grey and white.. I need bright colours!

2004-01-02T04:37:00.000-08:00

First day of upper sec lifeee.. Three words , YEY! ARGH! WHOA!

Argh- for the seperating with shida ! Pbbbft . and also the disappearance of the sec 4s (aman sikit arr!) .

Yey- for... Ummm secret.. -winks at fatin-

Whoa- for all the super duper guys wearing long pants. Hotness.. esp -Censored!- and -Too sexy to disclose-

yeah, so i arrived in school with my pimple full face.. felt awful , period. came to school in new bag , new uniform , new everything and newww shoes. wanted to not let a stain on the shoe , but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo its nothing close to clean. why? coz its stepped by three people. now i knoe how hanisah feels when people steps on her shoe. LOL. this is the first year i get ultra branded things with my choices bought them with my hari raya money summore , though i contribute a lil , but stilllll ....... PMS AND STEPPED SHOES , NOT A GOOD THING I TELL YOU.first it was stepped by amirah , wasn't too pissed off that much since it wasn't soo bad.. besides she said she wanted my shoe! yey! :P
2nd was stepped by shida ,coz she was teasing . And i was like , "SHIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!" lol , talk about overreacting.. then dah upset olready. everybody's shoe so clean and mine has a big stain there and it was my first time pakai shoe tu... and third was by dearest wani !!!she was teasing skali terkena betul betul ONE BIG CHUNK OF MUD ON THE SHOE. I din scream though.. I got very upset . their shoe are 1 year old and now my shoe looked like theirs , how unneat can I be? So i didn't talk for a good five minutes , too busy being upset. Not pissed off arr , just upset. Got over it , its just a shoe

whoteeverrr...so when i returned home I went straight to the toilet to wash my shoee.. not wanting it to be stolen if i put outside i stupidly hung it at my bedroom window till Makni reminded me that we have a balcony.. -slaps forehead-

anyway NOthing much to tok about skewl.. cept for one werd. Crappy.

2004-01-02T04:16:00.000-08:00

SAGITTARIUS WOMAN

A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a
beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely
covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step.
She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world
positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set
easily.

Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow
fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very
open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never
try to cause troubles for any one.

She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say
something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you
could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is
better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too
much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you
should get up set or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be
protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If
she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to
control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if
she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I
will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she
is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this
matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love
life as another funny story.

She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for
some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can
easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths,
good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac
will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if
she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of
let her borrow money, think again.

She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about
getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves
sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more
guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care
about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her
neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know
it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.

Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but
never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one
more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will
not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say
something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will
admire you.

2004-01-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

Im feeling super duper ultra very cranky right now.. Upset/pissed off/angry/disapointed whatever word there is that goes under the category of not happy. why? Lets just blame it all on PMS.

sucky sucky holiday. Mummy lyn said she'll reach at 8 am and i stupidly woke up at 7 . but she arrived at 4 in the afternoon. How convinient. Dragged myself in the car and sat at the upmost back (it was a seven seater car). Open all the windows and uncle hafiz drove at top top speed , almost got a heart attack.

Chalet was sucky , no cute guys , the tv din work , the adults treating as if im invisible.BLAH BLAH BLAH.... and did i mention the teevee didn't work? Like what the hell? There's practically nothing at kota tinggi except fer the dirty waterfalls. And the place was infested with huge black dogs.. Greatt... dogs areee like my phobia. And dogs everywhere? It was nightmare.. but since there's nothing to do , i played football alone at the carpark. And there wasn't any lights around. but i don give a bloody fuck about pontianaks or whatever shit , my main concern was the dogs/bitches. after i saw a black dog alarmingly near , i decided to just lie back and look at the stars. I'm amazed by them. Im passionate about viewing Nature , that was the only reason why i agreed on going kota tinggi , but god im so disapointed. bloody dirty man the waterfalls. So ummm , the girls slept at the beds in the chalet , the boys went sleeping in the car.. -sticks out tongue-

Went bathing at the waterfall. If you wanna knoe what freezing is , jump in there naked. My teeth were clattering.

mum didnt wear selendang . Pbbbft , she's really trying to kill me. Her hair is till her hips and my hair doesnt even reach my neck. and the abang/pakcik was ngorating her -rolls eyes- . yeah well , she's 30 years old and i bet they think she's single and think im her adik or sumthing. So i decided to Scream "MAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" out loud. and the guys were like looking at her , apparently surprised. -giggles- . Yeah she's married ! I'm her dotter! So kiss my arse!

we were car robbed. the window was forced open. the goddamn penyamun/robber/men-with-no-life stole my dad's new MMS handphone -evillaugh- , my brother's 3315 hp , 200 ringgit , 5 dollars and one pack of malboro. I was just pissed off at the 200 ringgits lost , I COULD GO SHOPPING WITH THAT FOR ASS SAKE! Can't you steal sumthing else?

Lets just stop this crankiness and get on with my new year resolutions
1) Gain 4kg (MORE JUNK FOOODDDSSS!)
2) Study ( typical resolution fer everyone)
3) Grow my hair long
4) Don miss prayers ...

and the gemuk gerl (adik new found friend) is from his new school , same age as me , nicknamed Hello kitty and Elephant . my first werds were like , "That was fast," He only visited his new school once . Mebbe that gerl carik adik angkat or sumthing , but goddd , she calls every few minutes.. Like what the hell? and he lovingly calls her hello kitty and elephant (coz she's fat) ... Awwww

i dunno whether she's fat or not , or firdaus is just like embarrased or sumthing. anyway i don really care.. But its just soo amusing. My brother don't like girls. LOL

2003-12-30T18:15:00.000-08:00

I'mm soo boredd.. bloody hell , we're only off in the afternoon , mum told me it was 8 in the morning! -rolls eyes-i'm pretty pissed off olraite. ferst of all , i dont want to go to kota tinggi coz i bet its gonna be boring. 2nd of all , NO SHOPPING! that is soo crappy. I mean , the only good thing abt malaysia is shopping.. Helooooooo.. Knock knock! lol , i sound soo bitchy.. But im serious. no shopping? Outrageous. what am i suppose to do there then? wet my ass at the waterfall?

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Handphone -$208
Bill - $40
watching my brother on the phone with that gemuk gerl-pricelesss!

Oh and the hilary picture will not appear. holy fuck

2003-12-30T17:42:00.000-08:00

Ohh i forgot to wish Hhappy buffdae to my brother , whose buffdae was yesterday! okay , im such a bad bad sista.. and today is ANIS buffdae!!!

So happy buffdae to anis and Firdaussss!!! May you both marry sumday. -giggles-

Anis is farhanah's lil sista! Yey! No wait, if they marry , i would be related with Farhanah.. NOOOOOOOO..

so i just heard a funny funny story. Yesterday ader pompuan who keeps caalling home. I dunno whether one or loads arr. But it keeps ringing. Lol. then mai mum was like , "who's tat?!? Pompuan ke laki?"
adeq: Pompuan
Mama: Ahh. aper dier buat telepon skjap jap?
adeq: Dier wish adeq happy buffdae
Me: arr yer... 10 kali dier wish happy buffdae...
Mama: Lawa ker tak?
Adeq: Dier gemuk.... (in a innocent voice)

BWAHAHAHAHHAHAA.. bagus per , kau boncit dier gemuk.. lol , the way he said it arr.. Pricelesss..

2003-12-30T16:06:00.000-08:00

urgh , im off to kota tinggi.. I rather just sleep at home. so i wont be online for today. What is at kota tinggi anyway?! i just hope there's some cute singaporean guys who is also dragged by their buy their mum and step dad.

yarr okay ..

yesterday , yesterday like i said on the previous entry , was on the phone with fahmy , shida and wani. Played this game about who's your love life , sex mate , sleep with stuffs. Fahmy got fitri as a sleep partner. I KNEW IT! HE'S GAY. hehehehhs.. Shida , your boyfriend is gay! WHooooooooooo... then we all argued about this particular star which all of us could see. KEWL huh? i mean fahmy is at woodlands , im at pasir ris , shida is in bedok and we all could see the same star. Shida said the star is moving/vibrating , wotever. Fahmy said the star moved from point A to point B. I tot it was orbing... SERIOUSLY . i wasn't trying to be funny. I tot there was an object orbing it. yarr okay , whotever....

den smalam go Tampines/bedok ngan shida and wani and Izuan/Izwan/Adeq shida lerrr. god shida's brader is soo like shida , so kecoh. Lol. And then we were all looking at guys , then got one time , iwan was like , "Kak! Tu kan lelaki yang kak kater handsome yang pakai baju putih," and he pointed at the guy who was near us. how embarassing

and i just realised that mai shampooo is causing all this pimples. I just got to know thru the seventeen magazine... -screams out loud-

2003-12-29T10:44:00.000-08:00

I'm currently on a conference call with fahmy, shida and wani.. And fahmy and shida are singinn ~~Like an idiot~~ lagu, episod cinta . Lol.. we had been on the phone for 3 hours olready. its 2 in the morning. Most of the time we're all singing and then make up lyrics.. Lol , ngaruts. AAAHH i need cotton buds. Fahmy's suara is soo Menggerunkan. =p

great now they are making a remix of linkin park and lagu newboys. Like what the fu-

Kay , we tok shit!

tommorows ' schedule
Frm pasir ris house
Dance practice
go nenek's house take discman
go pasir ris house to house , pack things
go to bedok's house
Pacck to go to kota tinggi

and my moder loves barbie dolls

2003-12-28T23:56:00.000-08:00

Ive decided not to post this at blogskins. Coz i think its horrible. im serious. and besides I knoe very little about html ! I was just messing around with frontpage and suddenly i was like , "EHH! a layout!" I'm serious.I haven no fucken idea how dis came up. -scratch head- . Anyway it looks pretty okay in 800 x 600 . But messed up i guess. it only consisit of two tables since i have no idea how to do that them. The rest are just ___________ that thing , pathethic , Lol. Thanks to a fellow tagger I just realised that nobody would understand the coding , so i wont put it on blogskins and make a fool out of meself.

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Ohh i just ate three fat chicken full of oil!! Cooked by me!! deliberately put large amounts of oil. yey!! The joys of eating!!! Lalalalalal
AND HOLY FUCK! i forgot about dance practice tommorow and i dont have a bloody bandana (Its part of the costume) . Say it , I'M DOOMED.. urhhh , life is fulll of shit. and I NEED FOOD! hor hor hor

2003-12-28T10:34:00.000-08:00

YEY! NEW LAYOUT! Changed layout twice today! i made this one myself though!!
i was just like talking to shida then thought of the idea "Hey.. i wanna make a layout!"
So here it is.. Image is by me , tables is by me.. -beams-
But i think its kinda horrible.. But i sincerely hope not. :S Please tag on the board and comment. Coz i wanna send this to blogskins!!!

LOL.. so desperate. yeah! i need reviews!

2003-12-28T08:38:00.000-08:00

grrrr... veryy grrrr. anyway her hair looks horrible! lol , as if my hair is not. hahah anyway i just found this out.

~ Show: "Lizzie Mcguire" Disney Series
~ Release: 2001-2002
~ Character: Lizzie
~ Pay Check: $35,000 an episode

~ Movie: "Agent Cody Banks"
~ Release: 2003
~ Character: Natalie
~ Pay Check: $4,000,000

~ Movie: "The Lizzie Mcguire Movie"
~ Release: 2003
~ Character: Lizzie
~ Pay Check: $1,000,000

~ Movie: "A Cinderella Story"
~ Release: 2004
~ Character: Cinderella
~ Pay Check: $2,000,000

LIKE WHOAAA.. and she gets all the fun! -rolls eyes- I wanna be an actress and be filthy rich!

2003-12-28T08:16:00.000-08:00

Kay dis made me scream! hilary beside the hottest men alivE? Outrageous!!kay what was i doing in hilary's web? the reason is im making a hilary layout themed , so yesterday. man i love that song. kay whatever.

2003-12-28T05:51:00.000-08:00

I pictured this in my mind and laughed my ass off

Ron: Eww.... no wonder nobody comes to this part of the Forest!
*Voldemort dancing in the middle of a circle*
Death Eaters: If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands!
*Clap Clap*
Death Eaters: If you're happy and you know it...

fer those who don read harry potter , then you will have no idea what im toking abt.

anyway did i tell you that my current neighbour is moving out!! YEY! goodie goodie. Now ill have a new neighbour.
-rubs hands together- .

you seemed to read my mind. -winks-

2003-12-28T03:20:00.000-08:00

Shit , i forgot how to get rid of the ad.. Mirahh!! where are you?!!??!!
and why is the links so huge? issit just my computer?

anyway im out of junkfood! :S That was faassst. I spent the day at mugglenet rading sume hilarious things from the caption contest (like the neopets thingy) .

Oliviander (he's this wand-maker): Fourteen inches , very firm ... what are you giggling about?

This one really made me giggle

Spider-Man: I'm Ravenclaw's new superhero! Superman is Gryffindor's superhero, and Batman is the Hufflepuff's superhero!
Harry: Who is Slytherin's new superhero?
Spider-Man: Wonder-Woman..

Bahhahaha

Albus: Ronald, your Chamber of Secrets is open...
Ron: Ah! :ears turn pink and zip:

this one made me choke my potato chips , laffing.
haha when out of things to do , one must amuse oneself.. -smiles-

2003-12-28T02:55:00.000-08:00

Yey! new layout! The image is horribly made by me.. since i was bored. Din add much though. the space is too small!!!

2003-12-27T21:33:00.000-08:00

ive just bought 15 dollars worth of junkfoodd fer todae.. The unlce at the shop was like , "Got party arR?" i just nodded. party? dude , im gonna eat all up by meself . Yey! No worries about getting fat , so i better take advantage of it , rather then whine that im too thin. im just gonna stuff myself and enjoy the delicacies without worrying. Screw yourself if you're gonna say one more word about me being stick thin , coz i already know it. So dont waste your stinky breath. Hahahah , sorry , just a bit cranky today.. =D

So currently im eating chocolates.. YUM YUM!! Loads of chocolates.. Later ill go cook the burger thingy , or eat my five huge packets of potato chips while watching VCDs! YEY! I even bought the famous amos box!

going out to orchard with mama tonight! as usual , we'll dig ourselves eating Macdonald junks. We're macdonalds freaks.

if abah (my real father) sees all this junk food , he'll scream his nuts off. He's always nagging me abt my eating habits. He thinks junk food makes me die or sumthing.. -rolls eyes-

anyway , when is shida coming home?!?

2003-12-27T07:17:00.000-08:00

whoaaa.. hilary duff keeps an online diary
http://www.hilaryduff.com/html_2003/main_site/frameset.htm
you call that a diary? -snorts- lol , im jsut jealous , coz she's ultra ultra prettyy. I have no idea what i was thinking going to her site.. lol. I was just bored. so i searched for anti-hilary duff sites , hahahah , and sumhow got landed at her official site.. When im bored i type things like anti-(insert any artist here) at the yahooo thinger. U shuld see britney's one , they're hilarious. But its pretty evil , yeah.. But its just for entertainment purposes. I need to get the thought that im alone in the house till tommorow morning out of my head.

2003-12-27T01:41:00.000-08:00

Due to sum change of mind i decided to delete the previous entry. I feel so guilty coz my mum has said , "never ever tell anyone outside our family about our problems , they won't understand," in my case , they wont care , period.

so today was a bad day. See with this mind on my shoulders i cant even dance properly. had dance practice. I think i had joined the coolest CCA in skewl. seriously. Its fun. Back to topic , belinda scolded me a few fair times. It was embarrassing. Tsk tsk tsk. And my hair/hay keeps falling into my face.It looks horrible. I guess its pretty damaged oraite.. i want to go fer the hair treatment. but im not really sure its effective. Does anyone knoe?

And now , i have no idea what to do at home. I forgot to take my discman which i had put into the shop so i could get another one . The previous one was messed up , the radio wont werk. Pbbbffttt. And now im at pasir ris house. Alone. doesn't anyone want to stayover? Im serious! Owwhh wait , tommorow i have to goo out earliehhh , at abt 7 .. -scratch head- .Whatever. Im not in my best moods right now. why? COZ I LOST MY top secret diskette. I dun believe it. WHO TOOK IT? it doesnt have a label on ,so no one will suspect. aND i place it in my bag all the time , so how come it disappeared?!!?!? URGHHH , if anyone ever gets their hands on that diskette, IM DOOMED. oh and im soo gonna kill em!

2003-12-24T20:34:00.000-08:00

i do not celebrate christmas , lol . told you just in case you guys think i am a freethinker. Coz im not , i love god! :D . I just think its fair to wish merry christmas since they all wished us hari raya during uhh hari raya! Does that makes sense?

so fer those i missed out the last entry ..

Farahliyana - Stay sweet

Qazim - build up your self esteem more coz u're not ugly. AND DO SUMTHING TO UR HAIR!

Farah - Thanks for the paint shop thinger help! :D

Shazila - Enjoy reading ur blog daily

Izuan - Hie

This is the result of the extremely boring holidays.

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I've had enuff olrEady. i only respect people who respect me. and i don really treat u as a "stepFather" anymore. I mean , have you really been one? i guess i can really give people the cold shoulder. Lol , he seemed pretty takened aback. well , what he sent had been the last straw , after all the tautings.. here's how it goes like.. its thru sms by the way..

him: Nowadays , Guys don't go for virgins anymore nor status . they go for beauty ..

It took me two hours to finnally decide that i have to tok back this time.

Me: How would you knoe about guys this days , you're not exactly young.

him: this is why you're always unhappy , you haven't enjoy the meaning of life .

Me: Who says im not happy?

Him: Its easy to know who's happy and who's not.

Me: and its easy to know that you're mentally unstable.

and the shit goes on , lots of things not suitable fer u to read. abt him spending his time tonight with happy people , I DONT WANNA THINK ABT IT.

Me: Well you can kiss my bloody arse goodbye coz , im not gonna step foot on the house you claim is urs.

Him:sorry , Did I hurt you? Coz i din mean to

Me: I've gone past upset and straight to pissed offf

Him: Oh , did i make you angrY?

What is wrong with this guy , of coz u made me angry.

Me: No , Santa claus did.

Him : Hahahahaha , I used to make a lot of school girls cry ... and he goes on bragging abt himself What did santa do?

Me: He didn't make you dissapear. Bye , have a happy christmas.

Seriously , who does he think he is?!?! what is he trying to say? shag sumone right now? God , is that what fathers does? And he surfs a lot of porno! God that is one sick man. and i had to live with him.. Got ennufff.

You're not the boss of me now.
... -singing the malcolm in the midddle song-
Youre not the boss of me now

I'm going ice skating todayyy! :D n im trying to figure out what to do with this picture i took at the times square roller coaster. It cost 10 dollars! and i look horrible!

2003-12-24T05:19:00.000-08:00

Ohh .. Forgot to wish.. MERRY CHRISTMASS EVERYONE. hohoho , -rubs tummy- . i have nothing better to do so this is my "christmas greetings" . Is there such a thing?

Mum - Forgive me for leaving u alone with that pile of dishes

Dad- Uhhh .. Okayy , dadSS which one of you shall i wish? Oh hell , both of you , . That's all

Santa- I think you should lose some weight

Shida- Love you soo much , can't wait till skewl re opens

Fatin- Love love youuuu!

Mirah - Love you loads , Misss youuuu

Wani - Same shit , love . miss . skewl opens

Tom Felton- I think you're hot!

Fahmy - Go propose to shida.

Nor Farhanah - who gives a bloody fuck . (You're the greatest!!)

Shaiful - Hello

Daniel radcliffe - You should stop wearing make up , its disgusting. But hey , you're cute

Aimran - hate you (i think)

Nawawi - you're not fat

Nisah- Stop being so beautiful

Rasyidah - refer above

Shikin- Refer above

Me- stop being jealous

Cikgu Shafiee - I knoe people hate you , i dont! Merry christmas!

Mr eddie tan - You're the greatest teacher ever

Makni - saviour of my life , enough said

Iman - shut up!

Nabil - *pinches cheek*

Every other person , go screw yourself

I hope i mentioned everyone. if i din tag on the board. or mebbe just refer to the last greeting.

2003-12-24T04:25:00.000-08:00

Greetings , whoever you aree.. I love you!! Hahha

watched lord of the rings with Farhanah. Whoaa , her hair had grown long , and im soo jealous. Jambu... And she's really unaware of it. -rolls eyes- She had been forced to keep her hair long , by loads of people , soo she finally did.Lol , i think its coz , ive been calling her LESBIAN. hahaah. that got to her nerves. So yarr , miss new-to-the-world-of-long-hair and i headed to the umm cinema ... We Had to seat with these two guys . I mean , I had to seat next to the guys , coz Nor farhanah apparently are afraid of em. I mean hate them.. (i told u , LESBIAN , lol). Seriously! After that movie we went out and this normal guy almost knocked us down and he said sumthing simple as , " Lagi sikit langgar traffic light" . yes he was reffering to farhanah's green tkgs uniform. She got amazingly pissed off and shouted at em. I was like , " god!!! It was just a statement , you hate ur uniform too, " LoL , and she din let the subject down till we reached the bus , babbling about , "Dier ingat dier saper? that gajahh.. ARRGHH geram nyer aku!!"
tok abt overrreacting. She's amusing. Hahahaha , totally weird. But that's the way i like her.. and i heard from her fren , that farhanah in skewl , is being tailed along with 5 wives. Farhanah described them as annoying puppies (Of all the nerve!!) . Apparently , each one of them wants farhanah to be their best friend , and wont leave her alone. that kind of thing. When i heard i was like , "NOR FARHANAH , WHAT DID YOU DO TO EM!!" and she was like , "what?!?!?! You think i like arr?!?!"
I think those gerls are crazyyyy.. Lol..

Soo umm , back to the movieee. It was kewl , the sound effects was kewl. I dont understand why sum people cried though. Oh and legolasss was hot !!!! everytime he appears i will be sighing , in a dreamy kind of way.. Can't help it. I mean , seeing a 100 foot (thats how tall the screen is rite?) orlando in front of you , what else can u do?!?!?! And the hobbits weree soo cute.. Elijah's eyes wereee sooo Stunning! and all the women had long hair!! They're trying to kill me aren't they (GOD WHEN IS MY HAIR GONNA GROW?) . owh , and the guy next to me , i only saw his face for like two seconds , but i can tell he was HOT!! his presence made me nervous.. :P .

2003-12-22T23:19:00.000-08:00

I had a dream with the last boy on earth , that i would have a crush on in it. What the...
Argh , i dream about the weirdest things.

2003-12-22T09:18:00.000-08:00

I changed my layout again.. Wheee.. since the last one was a dark layout i decided to switch to a cheerful layout. =D . oH and im soo in love with shida's layout.. I knoe my blog title is sooo umm ccrazeeee.. But i just love the quote. for sum unknown reasons...

Anyway i just received news from Filzah that Tom felton is now bald. not totally bald! But almosttt!!! I saw the picture and went , "OH MY GODD! THAT LOVELY blonde HAIR IS GONE!" filzah is more freaked out than i am though.. ahahah , I did suggest we sue the barber , but taking into consideration that we are both broke, i guess not. He doesn't look thatttttttttt bad but owhh , i loved his blonde hair! So umm i oso suggested the lets-just-pretend-we-haven't-seen-his-new-hair-which-is-technically-not-there thing . But its not helping her. hahaha. Oh or prolly she should try get a hugeee picture of tom felton with HAIR and snog it all nite.. hahaha..

Hu cares abt tom felton's bloody hair. I don really care anymore actually. The shock only went thruu like two mins. hahaks.. Loads of other shits in the toilet bowl. I mean loads of other fishes in the sea.

-smilesss-

Owhhh , and Firdaus got into bedok view sec.. His ferst choice.dArnit , i wanted him to go to bedok south , since its nearer to my skewl and he can introduce me to his senior frens (BOYS!!).. For sum unidentified reasons , firdaus's frens are always older then him. ish the reason why i want firdaus in bedok south is the same as mirah's.. How weird is that. I guess we can't fail to notice the cute guys in bedok south! wahahahah.

2003-12-22T06:54:00.000-08:00

WoooHOOOOoo.. Makni bougth me a discman. Yeahhh!! that was fast , i tot i won't get it until next week.. This one is soo much better then my last two.. Its blue in colour . Whoopeeee.. -piches Nabil's cheeks-

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Sumtimes Ima's pronounciation of werds just amuse me.Haha .. Like , whe he calls the villian in the popeye show "Butoh" instead of Bluto. and he'll go , "Buto , jahat ehhh!!" or sum other amusing statements. and he oso pronounces "Fite" as "FArt" . so when he plays with his toys . He'll say , "Okayy ... oneee , twooo , threee ..FARTT!!!"
lol

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Right now im trying to study The additional maths textbook. I'm still at page threee! started fifteen minutes ago.. Well its pretty difficult studying on a computer's table , u have to resist the temptation to on the computer. At last i gaveee in.. The first two pages seems easy. the third page , suddenly I'm in a I-have-no-idea-what-the-fuck-this-means situation. eSP THe positive integer , real numbers and natural numbers. I mean do they make a diff ?!?!?!

2003-12-22T00:46:00.000-08:00

We have english hw!??! God , i din know that? Oh , where did i put it , mebbe at mama's house , or nenek's . WHATEVER..

iM supposed to writeee names on all my skewl books. but i can't find any stickers or permenant markerr..soo umm i think ill just play the computer.. -grins- sooo typically me.

2003-12-21T08:15:00.000-08:00

i can't seem to get enuff of these quizzes...

Which Female Buffy Character are you? Find out!

Which Britney are you? Find out!

Which Pirates of the Carribean character are you? Find out @ RelentlessDivas.Net!
-blush-

2003-12-21T07:50:00.000-08:00

I just played my harry potter playstation thingy.. Its kinda boring , but anything harry potter is cool wif me! Thanks a million to dearest JK.ROWLING for writing that book and gave me hours of fun , reading. And thanks to the tagggers , you know who u are. It made me feel less uglier! haha. OkAy , i have a weird mind..

Okay , what else do i need to say?
ahhh yes , the guy i saw at genting. Oh , can't keep that face of my mind... He's ultra hot. He's singaporean by the way. Of coz , Singaporean guys are much better looking (no offense to the malaysians) . I mean , come on , look at the actors for example . Aaron aziz and rosyam nor , Who is hotter? Who cares is rosyam nor is more talented , aaron aziz is hotter!

2003-12-21T05:10:00.000-08:00

Pbbft , im currently emotionally unstable. Little teeny weeny things just bugs me. No im not about to cry out loud nor am i gonna rant my ass off in this blog , coz it doesn't makes it any less bearable. In fact , it just puts me down more.. i guess , the sayings are true , the grass is always greener on the other side. So that's where this stupid emotion called jealousy comes in.

I really don't knoe what i truly want anymore.

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For the ninth (yes i counted them) time , i dreamt that my hair was long. Mebbe its been in my mind for too long. oh how efficient , im worrying about my short hair. Yesterday i was olready getting tired of these dreams so i went like , "Oh dreams , don't play with me! I know im dreaming , just let me wake up!"

Is that normal ???? Oh and it was beautiful this time , the hair was black and reached my waves and was smooth and silky.. Whoaaa , but i will never have that kind of hair. My hair is always the same , dry and so un-hair like (???) . sad huh?

And my face is infested with I-dunno-whats-its-called-but-think-they-are-called-blemishes-or-blackheads-and-other-undiscovered-diseases. I feel disgusted everytime i look at the mirror. Yes, its that horrible. And i hate shida for having a pimple-free-skin. Hahahs. Oh and Lubna! Go grow some pimples!

Gosh , im so ugly. I can freak out! Seriously... PeOPle are all blooming and poor ugly Raudah is uhhh , withering. Is that the word?! Teenage life is soo depressing when you're ~~Ugly (OUCH!)~~ unpretty.

2003-12-21T04:45:00.000-08:00

Yey! makni said she's gonna buy me a new discman for my late buffdae present. Im waiting fer her call , she said she's gonna pick me up to go to pasir ris (im at bedok house). Its getting late, i hope she didn't forget.. My hp is there , so ummm for those who sms me , sorry if i don't reply.. -smiles-

2003-12-20T22:21:00.000-08:00

i'm currently at bedok.. and the computer is soo fucked up. i can't read everyone's shoutboxes. I wanna start tagging olready!!!! pbbfttt.. and i heard abt some people tagging at shida's shotubox saying she tak lawa.. What the fuck? GI KOREK BIJI MATER KAU LAH! oh but i can't reply , coz aku tak bleyyy bacerrr aper aper.. -kicks computer-

2003-12-20T06:04:00.000-08:00

Yess.. Im back back back.. 4 agonising days at malaysia. It was actually interesting . I fell in love about a hundred times down there. wooh met a lot of hunksss.. I spent most of my time pinching nabil's chubby chubby cheek.. Oh i can't stand it when he does that face, its soo annoyingly cutee!!! I wasn't alone though , when i was carrying him around the shopping centres and all , different kind of strangers would go , "AAAH , CUTENYERR" and go ard pinching his cheeks..

Kakak faezah brought her friend's anak . her friend kawin mat saleh soo the children were really like mat saleh, even the way they speak. it was amusing. for example , we say "Spit it out ," they go like this ," Spititiout," with all the spit sputtering all over our faces. did that makes sense?

Back to topic.. Okay , the Kl twin towers is a must must for all the teenagers , its soo full with teenagers from the male and female population. Ahh , the males .. arreee soo cute /hot/hunky/gorgeous/handsome/whatever.. There's so many species . There's the Oh-so-handsome species, Yes-I'm-cute species , I-look-so-good-when-i-stand-like this species.. and much much moreee.. Uncountable.. We all ate at the food court at the kLcC. and i the pizza guy was soo cute , i rate him , 7/10 !!!! I had to queue up there and We both ended up talking , and made the rest kind of angry , since he wasn't doing his job. AHHHH, howw niceeee , love at the pizza shop! Wahhh!

The hotel wasss superbb man, It was a suite , so it was humongousss.. hehehs.. the hotel's name was Pacific sumthing . And there was Scv there , so most of the time i watched Teveee , and buried my face in my food. I watched lizzie mcguire's episode where frankie muniz (9/10 coz he's famous ) was in. OHH HE WAS SOOO CUTEEE!!

2nd day , we went genting.. Freezing is an understatement. The queue was unbearable. I rode this solero shot! OHH IT WAS SCARY. it was the ride where it goes very high and then it plunges vertically down . Do you know what ride im talking about? I meant really vertically! The genting area was already high by itself , and the solero shot was even higher , I could see the mountains and all up there. imagined how scary it was. When it suddenly went down , i almost felt like i left my heart , voice , lungs up there. I couldn't even scream! It was soo fast!! But hell , it was soo cool . When i reached down i wasl like ,"LETS DO THAT AGAIN!" and it was followed by my brader groaning , "NO!!!" He was really funny , when he was up there , "ARGHH! STOP , DAH TINGGI! OI PUKI , STOP!! " I wanted to laugh , but was too busy .

Oh and we rode the roller coaster there , and i met this ultra ultra ultra ultra hot guy . i rate him 20/10!! gosh , he looks soo mat saleh! I tot he was mat saleh until he started speaking malay. His hair was blondie brown! and it didn't look like it was dyed , since the brown was up to his roots. I think one of his parents mat saleh arr, coz even his lil brather oso muker mat saleh. Ohh soo hotttt.. Love at Roller coaster queue!

then indoor theme park , we met my brader's fren. and his brotehr got an onlder brother.. -eyes turns big- . I rate him 8/10! he's chinese , butt sooo cute. we left the little kids alone and talked like they don't exist.. hahaks.. Yeah , love at the indoor theme park!!

3rd day , went this place called coldmar , it was like genting arr , in the hils , but no theme park. IT was just a sightseeing placee.. NICEEE.. and the ponds had beautiful SWANNSSS! and i gOt to feed the rabbits and deer..

4th dayy , which was just now , I went to times square with kakak faezah and her friend, while the rest went to the KLCC , ferr swimming.. Oh the first ride was the roller coaster. IM sure most of you know which rolelr coaster im toking abt! RIGHT? OHH IT WAS GREAT!! fabulous, the best roller coaster ! LOTS of turning ardd , 360 DEGREESS. then i rode this ride which has twists and turn very fast! And i had to sit beside this guy who kept singing AND i was like , "Shut up! i'm trying to scream here!" and keeps bangin my legs. and the funny thing was , he said , " aper namer adeq?" while we were hangin upside down. HOW weird is that. Love is hangin in the airr...

OH and i bought chamber of secrets dvd!!

2003-12-16T06:39:00.000-08:00

i hereby declare that im broke until 25 december.. Mama said she'll give me money to buy school shoes which cost , 62 dollars. Now i only have 40 dollars in my wallet.. Moeny flies soo fast. I spent 200 hundred in a few weeks. leave it to me to do sumthing like that. Makni almost screamed when i said im broke . I can't even remembered what i bought. I olready bought a bilabong bag , a pencil box with stripes and wallet. Actually i just bought a wallet , but i couldn't resist the great pink Op wallet could I? ahahaha .. So now i have two. Anybody wants the old wallet?!?! Its just a few weeks old. Its pink by the way. No.. don't really like pink , but the colour looks great!

Im currently thinking of getting a new layout! hahaha .. yes , again.. I'm getting real bored with this onee..

Okayy , what shall i dooo todayyy? Nor (yes lil miss perfect -rolls eyes-) hasn't smsed me yet. We're supposed to watch lotr this wednesday.. Owhhh , she's gonna lie to her mum , -wags finger- , i bet makni doesn't knoe that! And of coz , she's gonna wear that tudung .. Yes yes , misss perfect.. No i dont hate , Actuallly , i love her! She's a great great gerl (too great , too nice ARGHHH) . Yeah ..wadever.She's still great. aCtually i don really fancy watching LOTR , but ill give a try. the last time i watched lotr , i almost fell asleep. But since Nor is soo eager.... ill just goo

2003-12-15T22:49:00.000-08:00

i'm still in love with him.. At least that's what i think.. Okayy love in inverted commas.. I still have not forggotten , after 2 yearssss.. hey , two years is a lonngggg longgg time for mee okayy! My time period of a crush is usually only a month , a week , a day , whatever... I still can't forget him! DARN..

ouh how much it hurts for a one sided love.. Its friggin sickening ... I tot i have forgotten him , and hid him at the extreme back of my heart/brain.. But when i do think of him , it hits me full impact. I still crave forrr him . -hides face- . He's not thatttt , handsome , and that's whats soo surprising , i usually fall for ultra hot guys . Eh come on lah , we can't deny it , looks does matter! But this guy , first look , i wasn't even interested.. Untill we started talking to each other , god decided to play a prank on me , and i fell hard for him.. I still can't forget his , sense of humour , his playfulness , his EVERYTHING!!

okay , likeeee , what the hell am i babbling about.. He's soooo long forgotten! (rightttt) ... How did we lost contact anyway? I HATE HIM!!

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for the first time , my room , is messy! yeah , now then i feel like a teenagerrr... Its not really that messy arrr , but its messier then usual! Actually , im beggining to get annoyed , i think i will clean up laterrrrr... well , its mostly makni's thingsss.. and tommorow , we're all heading to KL and gentinggg.. Im not that excited though... But , ive got no other choice , if i dont follow i would have to sleep at bedok's house for four days and meet him.. -URGHH-

2003-12-15T07:29:00.000-08:00

Ive just realised , i would be in the same class as AIMRAN next yearrr! im getting sick of that face olready , and him , mine.. Its not that i hate him arr , but still , its beeenn four friggin yearssss.. Ohh why am i complaining , ive seen fahmy's face for 14 years! thats ten years moreee!! Actually i don't know why im complaining..... O.o

2003-12-15T02:19:00.000-08:00

aku masukkk 3/6.. wahh tercampakk betull.. samer class ngan wani , shairah , hidayah , izyan ,rasyidah , faqeh , rahman and etc etc.. Shidaaa jauh ke 3/2 seyyy... ALAHH , gonna miss her man.. But on the brighter side , skg lebey senang nak blajar.. LOL.. That's a bright sside for her too. Coz kalau dier ader , we would talk instead of blajar.. Abeyyy last last tak buat kerjaaa.. BUT HELL , IM GONNAAA MISSSS HERRR.. wahh dier dah ader kawan baru arr nanti , abey nanti dier luper aku.. EH SHIDA , WHO'S GONNA CALL ME PAPAN , NOW THAT YOU'RE SO FAR AWAY.... -pouts- . Then nobody would sing wif me anymore , nobody would help tickle the daylights out of hazwani. Nobody would talk to me when the teacher is sooo boringgggg..

2003-12-13T08:08:00.000-08:00

With Which Harry Potter Male Are You Most Sexually Compatible?
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-raise eyebrows-

2003-12-13T05:11:00.000-08:00

kayy its no use crying, its no use blogging over stupid stuffs like that. it was no use cursing... so i deleted that entry. for those who have read it just keep it to yourself , ive been thru this before, i just need to go thru it again. how bad can that be..
that's the second entry i deleted..

2003-12-13T01:27:00.000-08:00

i just found the hottest orlando picture ever..

2003-12-13T01:01:00.000-08:00

Today is a pissing off raudah week. maybe its just PMS. yes , the advantages of being a gerl , YOU CAN BLAME IT ALL ON PMS! whoooo.. when boys are being touchy it just shows that they are insensitive bastards. But for gerls , its PMS! yey yey. don't get me wrong though , i hate periods. Okayy , lets not touch that subject.

2003-12-11T10:53:00.000-08:00

Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?

What [Cakes] are you?

Which [Diamond Shapes] are you?

Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?

ahhh.. my voice is on the verge of dissapearing . haha , im currently on the phone with shida. just now we were singin together like some crazy donkeysss.. songs we sang
ada apa dengan cinta
baby boy by big brovaz
baby boy by beyonce and sean paul
shut up

and we repeat and repeat and repeat. im currently singing also .. shida is crazy!!! okayy lahh bye..

2003-12-11T10:43:00.000-08:00

aku kan budak tak der kerja.. soo i decided to do sum quizzes

Are You Naughty or Nice?

Is the glass half full or half empty?

What's your usual [mood]?

Which [Movie Genres] are you?

Which [Charlie's Angels] characters are you?

Do you need a boy/girl friend now?

2003-12-11T09:20:00.000-08:00

din go online the whole day. Woke up at ard 11 and hanisah rang my hp up while i was showering . She , Faqeh and imran came to my house for rayer. Imran ngan faqeh was playing the playstation all the way. I think they stayed for 1 hour. Then i followed them go jalan rayer. went Imran's house and mai , erny and raz came with some guys not from our school. and then merge with another group of people go hidayah's house. then me and hanisah went tamp to eat , then go home.. oh my entry is getting boring

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why do i have to wear the selendang? no don get me wrong , i don really hate wearing the selendang. But still... sumtimes i just need time off . so why do i wear them? maybe its cause if not , makni will go to her habit of comparing me with Nor and then i would feel very insecured. Yes nor , the perfect daughter , and Instead she got me.. the lil imperfect brat. Makni "Adopted" me cause she wanted a daughter. and she got me instead , and i bet she's really frustrated or sumting. Okay , i have written all this before.. so i'll shut up now.

Mama insisted me on returning to bedok's house. *rolls eyes*. why? cause i need to clean the house , cause i need to wash the dishes which i din use , do the laundry that is not mine , clean the room which my brother messed up. That is all they need me for. i knoe its not true but im writing them down anyway.

Im so evil evil evil. i wish i would stop this , and stop hating to go back to my real home. But you can't really blame me! I mean makni's house is wayy better and i get my own room with my own computer with my own dressing table and my own study area. and here i get the hardest bed in the house. AND i mean it , its as hard as the floor only that its not cold. actually it wasn't a bed at all. but they changed it into a bed. and i have to share a room with my lil brader, how fucking is that? i knoe i don't own the richest parents in the world , but still .. I AND BRADER HAVE GROWN UP OLREADY , i can't share a room with him! i need to change my clothes , store my personal underwear and blah blah blah. And my brother gets the squishiest bed! Im not lying , if you don't believe, come over! another reason why i need to go to makni's house is that all my shampoo , toothbrush and personal lil things are there! and i hate to use the toothbrush here. CAUSE of my honking brather, he doesn't use his own honking toothbrush and use mine instead. so its really disgusting. HE IS A DISGUSTIG FREAk. he doesn't even flush when he shits! SERIOUSLY. and its no use nagging coz he would still not flush , he says he forgets... YEAH , after he shits , he forgets and thiks that he spent his whole time in the toilet studying. Ohh i think that's it. So what do they expect me to do , not brush my teeth? URGH URGH.. the toothbrush would only make my teeth dirtier since its ultra ultra ultra dirty! okay what the shit am i babbling abt?

2003-12-09T09:19:00.000-08:00

i just finished watching pirates of the carribean .. Yes , yet again. johnny depp is hilarious. like a drunken asshole.. wahh, i can't imagine if the love of my life is like that. whoahahahah.. interestingg..

2003-12-09T04:57:00.000-08:00

i don believe this.. Who does she thinks she is. ordering me around like she's my MUM! and she's younger then me buy two years! and she's ordering me around.. Ive kept quiet for sooooooooo long. I can take it she's still a child (Sec 1next year) but i don't think i can stand any longer.. I don't owe you anything! i don even know you! So why the hell are you ordering me ard like im your child . You are suppose to respect me! URGGH kids like this should really be slapped. when i don't do things their way then they say I'm rude. EXCUSE ME! YOU DON'T EVEN SAY PLEASE WHEN YOU ASKED ME TO DO IT!
and you don't even give me a reason why i shuld do it.. That is sooo considered the limit. I dunno why im being so patient with you. But you know what.. SHUT THAT FUCKING MOUTH OF YOURS BEFORE I SHOVE THIS COMPUTER IN YOUR ASS..

okayy.. that felt better. urghhh! i knoe she won't read it but at least then i can survive talking to her now..

2003-12-09T03:40:00.000-08:00

haha.. tadi makcik aku nyer anak murid datang lagi.. this time all were boys. i think there were more then 20. it went on quite boringly except for the part where i ate at the kitchen. and this guy gi collect his friends pinggan and then he go cuci pinggan mangkuk tu pat dapur.. HAHAHAH . talked to him a little arr. then makni came and she was like, "APER AWAK BUAT NI," and he said in a matter of fact voice , "cuci pinnggan,". and then all his friends came and went , "OH pat sini rupernyerr kau , cuci pinggan konon, rumah lain tak cuci pinggan pun ." BAHAHAHAHA.. one thing i shuld say , he look real cute washing the dishes.

come on , how many of you here have actually seen hot guys washing a loads pile of plates? *giggles*

2003-12-09T02:58:00.000-08:00

everyone out there must watch love actually.. yes! must must must watch... i just watched it just now.. whoo funny arrr... and the girl beside me punyer lah bising , dier budak temasek but i doubt she recognise me coz i was wearing tudung. She's like saying things like , "LAME SIA," and then ,"another lame one." i felt like stuffing a sock up her mouth.. i was also a bit noisy arr , but not as noisy as her.. Kayy enuff of the mengumpat. On my left plak si shidaaa , she and her questions. Lol , it seems as if she watcvhed the movies with cotton wool in her ears. tsk tsk tsk. kayy back to the movie.. Hugh grant was sO so SO so cute.. *squeals* .. me and shida were like rating the guys on the scale of five , hugh grant received a 4 by shida , 5 by me! and there's this guy who's so so so ULTRA hot. his character was Carl/Karl. *SCREAMSSSS* . i was like , "ten!" . and we were oooH and Aah-ing everytime he comes out. esp the part where he took out his shirt.. *Screams again* ahh okay , i shall stop now..I need to know that actor's name!!

shida had promised to buy this particular book for me.. YEY!! Yess! and i want to buy that marshmellow like pillow! but soo mahal.. but good news my mum is willing to pay me 100 per month to tutor my lil brader once a week.. just his hw and that's all.. Easy enuff.. 100 dollars may not be much for you.. But it is for me.

2003-12-08T09:40:00.000-08:00

yes! im finally back. i was feeling dizzy all day and whatever i talked didn't make sense. -pauses- okay fine! whatever i talk don't makes sense regardless of being dizzy or not.

oh and if you all noticed , i changed my layout again! YES , again.... i was searching for a dark , angst filled kind of layout and found dis. So well i guess its alright , though its soo not me. anyway , who caresss!

oh and i need to add pure white bras in my things-to-buy-for-school-list. why? simple , its cause of the fact that im out of white bras. and i have more black ones. so i must must must must go buya white one. actually i said that a thousand times but i would end up later buying a black one. White isn't really my colour anyway. My first bra ever bra was black , what do you expect. Great , now im talking about my bra life.. how enchanting (that was sarcastic)..

2003-12-08T04:49:00.000-08:00

yey! besok nak watch wayang.. YEY!!

so things to buy for school
~~bag~~
converse shoes
stationeries
pencil box
~~wallet~~
~~socks~~
note book fer notes (Wahhhhh)
assesment books

okayy dats alll.. *smiles*

2003-12-08T00:42:00.000-08:00

URGHHH stupid panadol.. now i feel like a drunken asshole

2003-12-08T00:32:00.000-08:00

finnaly blogger is werkingg.. So today aku balik makni's house! YEYY!!

soo im in a not soo good mood todayy... mebbe it cause of that thing down there (use your imagination). i am currently staring at the computer like an idiot.. this is practically my life. YES , my life is boring.. this is the agenda for every honking day.. Ookay , that's exagerating . actually my life is okayyy.. verryy okayyy.. Only that its boringg.. and then people would find me boring...

Okayy what the hell am i toking abt?
I think ive gone insane..

SHUT UP

2003-12-07T05:15:00.000-08:00

why exactly must we celebrate my buffdae? I know i can be such a ungrateful lil bitch. BUT i don't want to celebrate my buffdae. coz ferstly , it would be a mess , nanti lepas party , saper kener kemas , AKU JUGAK.. wahh how best. and kalau party invite friends takper gak , or family members from my REAL MUM SIDE.. but noooo , mesti ajak from my step fatehrs side. I don't hate them lahh , but every year , ASYIK DORANG JERRRRR , abey dorang datang just for the sake of coming. they don't even know me! thirdly , buat aper nak waste time?! I rather celebate a nice quiet birthday with the aunts from mama's side , and getting loads of hugs and presents. or invite friends... so now im forced to go tot this "party" of mine. Well every year , my party with these people are the same.
They watched tv , they talk , then they pretend im invisble. Im not part of them , yes im not! Im not their blood.

why must i live in this world just to please people!??!

2003-12-06T06:57:00.000-08:00

my money is almost gone. and my mum refuse to give me any more money coz she says that she haven't received her gaji yet. PbfFFt. and i din get to cut my buffdae cake coz i came home "late" which was at 8.00 . and my dad already went fer work , and im not suppose to cut the cake , unless he's with us. *rolls eyes*.

yey! so im fourteeen.. its about time too..

went out with umm hanisah , faz and shida.. I thought it was fun. OKay , i thought it was very fun! although my feet were aching all over.. ate pizza hut , the bill was uhhh expensive! anyway loads of thanks to dearest shida, for paying most of it! we thought we couldn't finish the thing , but we did. Then we took pictures , correction , tried to take pictures. It happened so that my camera battery disappeared again! Made a fool out of myself. Then we went in search of things to buy.. Yeah so that means , shopping. i bought this pink wallet frm OP. den later i bought a really really nice billabong bag. Wahhhh.. Now i only have 60 bucks to spend. I think ill ask makni for money.. I HATE MAMA (not really), can't she spare me another ~~few~~ a lot of bucks. damn damn.. ITS MY BUFFDAE FOR ASS SAKE! Shop shop shop.. sempat plak gi arcade.. main car racing.. faz ferst , me 2nd , nisah 3rd , shitots 4th.. Then played this tembak tembak thing ngan fazly. aku mati dulu , tapi i din realise! so i continued shooting! NYAHAHAHAHAH.. faz was like "Oi kau dah mati..Oi dah mati lah," And i was shooting away until the end of the game. adoi.. aku bebetul tak realise. PAISEH

2003-12-05T19:03:00.000-08:00

Happy buffdae to me.. Happy buffdae to me..Happy buffdae to nisah.. Happy buffdae to nisahh.. its so weird wishing sumone else happy buffdae on your buffdae. Its kind of kewl too , sharing a buffdae. So today , ill be going out with shida and hanisah, fazly and i dunnow whoever else. I think they wanna go shop. YEY! but im soo tired!! Bleahhh

2003-12-04T21:06:00.000-08:00

Wani , Shida and me respectively. This is such a bad picture

Fron top , Mirah in black , Fatin in purple , Rusyd in red , Alia in yellow. 2nd row isShairah in blue and me In pink. Ferst row is qazim , the only guy and Wani in orange..
WAHHH.. cheese!

2003-12-04T10:26:00.000-08:00

i just watched pirates of the carribean.. Phwoaarr great movie.. hahaha. And johnny depp was fabulous.. He's a bit insane and drunk and extremely charming... Okay that's all , no mood to write..

2003-12-04T01:47:00.000-08:00

Puisi rangga .. (dipetik dari ada apa dengan cinta). Ive Finally found the original version.

Kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
Kulari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
Sepi...sepi..dan sendiri aku benci
Aku mau bingar...aku mau di pasar
Bosan aku dengan penat
Dan enyah saja kau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika kusendiri...
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai...
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh...
Aih...ada malaikat menyulam
Jaring laba laba belang di tembok Keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya biar terdera
Atau aku harus lari ke hutan
Belok ke pantai...
Bosan aku dengan penat
Dan enyah saja kau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika kusendiri...
Bosan aku dengan penat
Dan enyah saja kau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika kusendiri...

2003-12-04T01:43:00.000-08:00

inspired by ada apa dengan cinta.. aku pon nak tulis puisi.. nyahahhaha

aku mahu lari
ke mana-mana sekalipun
kerana di sini tiada apa lagi yang tinggal
serpihan kaca itu hanya memedihkan
memberi luka yang berpanjangan
bersama kecewa yang tidak sudah

aku mahu lari
mencari kembali hati yang hilang
menggapai semula impian yang usang
biar..
biar aku jatuh
tersungkur menyembah bumi
kalau itu takdir untukku...

aku mahu lari
tidak sekali memandang kembali
Segala akan ditinggalkan
Hanya tinggal memori
Tidak..
tidak akan aku kembali
Kerana hati ini tidak ingin dilukai lagi

wahhh! puisi not suppose to rhyme that much right?

2003-12-04T01:23:00.000-08:00

ahh.. aku takder kerjer.. so aku surf2. skali terjumper this site. http://fairy.mahdzan.com/story/126.asp
pompuan ni dapat jumpa ngan nicolas saputra. and HE Looked so cute in teh picture! I knoe its no big deal arr.. BUT HE'S SOO CUTE!

2003-12-03T23:48:00.000-08:00

MAK oi!!! luper again!!! lusa dah buffdae aku , without me realising. I don really look forward for my buffdaes arr. BUT STILL , im turning fourteen soon!! YESSS! yesss!!! no i don need any presents , although they are all welcome and i would really appreciate it! Im used to not getting buffdae presents anyway.. I hope shida remembers her 'promise' of getting me that particular teddy bear for my buffdae! Coz then , i would have MY very own ferst teddy bear!! I never had a teddy bear before you seee.

2003-12-02T08:10:00.000-08:00

I think i'd stay at home tommolow..
ferst is coz , MAKNI'S students might come.. Yey!!
second.. MY TEKAK SAKITTT!!
third , AKU PENAT.
tadi , makni's students came. wahh two large groups sey.. wahh wahh.. abey makni suruh layan lah tetamu.. aku nak berbual , alih alih suara macam susah nak kluar. hahah , abey dorang ingatkan aku malu.. LOL. that'll be the day. actually , memang arrr, aku malu!! *blush*. awwww. andthen they were like , "Cikgu , siapa tu?" and makni said , "Ni anak saya....." AWWWWWW.. yey!!
"cikgu , saya berkenalan ngan dier boleh tak?"
BODOH! bodoh! jgn lah cakap depan makcik aku.. MALUU lah aku!!! abey makni abandon aku , pasal nak gi buat air (BEDEK!) . abey dier suruh aku duduk pat tengah tengah situ , suruh layan tetamu. MAK OI! aku nak berbual sal aper seyy.. so aku diam ajerlah..

Jalan raya tadi , penat seyy!! but well kecoh arrr , esp si fahmy ngan fazley. entah aper tah dorang , pecah2 perut aku ketawa. abey dorang asik asik ckp aku blur. ISH. tak blur lah , cumer tak dengar!!! aiyohhh.. Oh and matahir loloq , jambu seyy. ANd her hair was stylish. wahhh!! ABEY rambut aku lom tumbuh lagi!!! *cries*. maseh pendek jerr.. tak bley ikat pun.

aku harap dis entry makes sense arr. pasal aku sendiri tak paham aper aku berbual

2003-12-01T08:37:00.000-08:00

I can be such a selfish brat sumtime. I knoe you guys are irritated. SORRRYYY!! aku betul2 penat!! ARRR im so selfish!
temankan gi tampines pon takbley sey.. just coz i wanna watch friends and just coz aku penaT. Im soo sorrryy!!!

2003-11-30T08:09:00.000-08:00

RANGAAAAAAA!!!!!!! kau nyer buku tertinggal pat umah aku ni!!!!!!! OII!!! OII!! JGN GI AMERICA DULUU!! OI BODOH!!

2003-11-30T07:51:00.000-08:00

Kurang asam betul si faezah ni.. Dier kater rambut aku orbit. HMMMPFFFF.. aiyoooo.. *SIGHS* .. tapik betul arr aper dier kater.. ORBIT!! but stilll . TAK YAH ARR NAK cakap. hahaha..

whoo. tadi saya nonton filem ada apa dengan cinta. wah wah wah.. nicolas saputra ganteng benarr.. rasa macam mahu terkencing gitu.. benar benar kusyuk saya menonton filem itu.. terutama sekali masa si seRANGGA tu pimpin tangan ~~RAUDAH~~ uh.. i forgot her name..

wahh step bahasa indonesia tak jadi.. takperlah.. anyway the citer was romanticccc!!anyway i must learn not to hate fahmy coz u always end up with people you hate.. *SHUDDERS* sooo in order to prevent it from happening.. FAHMYYYYYY I ~~love youuuu ... EEHH NO!!! PTUI PTUI~~ don hate you!!!!!!!

oh and i remembered another person whom i used to hate most (more then fahmy)!! and everyone always reminded me that nanti dah besar khawin baru tahu.. ECKK! ECKK!! no no!!! I EVEN HATE DREAMING ABT HIM.. nooo!! never!!!!

2003-11-30T03:07:00.000-08:00

Idol

The ULTIMATE personality test
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2003-11-30T02:23:00.000-08:00

I had a veryy weirdd dream last night. Okay last last night tooo..

if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave

these few days i have dreamt of paradise. U know , sandy beaches with clear blue water , and i would swim in there. I dreamt that i won a trip to london. And there's this lake called penguin lake. It was really cold man.. But everything was peaceful

this one won't seem to heal
the pain is just too real

then i dreamt of this snake , it was green in colour. It was a very rough snake man. almost wanted to patuk me buden at last dier jinak. WEIRD SEY! i have a big big big phobia of snakess.. *Shudders* . and then i saw this guy whu uhhh... Whoo well i really have no idea , it was too fast, but he was HOT! and uhh .. okay never mind...

when you cry i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you scream I'd wipe away all of your fears
so now im ~~patiently~~ unpatiently waiting fer the ada apa dengan cinta thing. I even put a reminder pat hp akuu..its like a must watch movie!! OH and did anybody watch my ex husband on tv yesterday. yes he was in the anugerah planet muzik. *coughdutacough*.. cutenesss.

well if you realised in between my blog entries ader things written like this. well im listening to songs arr while blogging. so i just add in a few thing or two. I just love things that rhymes!!

2003-11-29T00:52:00.000-08:00

I'm bored , so i decided to do a few quizzes.

The music becomes the sun
the dance floor becomes the sea

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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lol.. am i mysterious? mebbe i am.

Picture this me and you
doing what we wanna do

You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.

What kind of kiss are you?
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at ferst , my results were entrancing kiss. But i don't know so much abt that. this is my second result.

Youre the Day Dream Fairy. Your kind and sweet and
you do nothing but daydream. Your dreams Are
wonderful and paradise. You no nothing of the
bad in the world and you are so clear in your
emotions>

Which Beautiful Amy Brown Fairy Are You? (with pretty pics)
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Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.

What type of eyes do you have?
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ish the eyes not nice onliehh!!

imagine we could do this all day

Your a Rose. Your beutiful, gracefull, elegant, and
your quite popular in the flower world

What kind of flower are you?
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i think about you all the time
i see you in my dreams

2003-11-29T00:27:00.000-08:00

yey yey! tommolow ader "Ada apa dengan cinta" ! yesss!! i always wanted to watch the movie but tak dapat pon vcd dierrr! woooh the hero muker bley tahan.. *Winks*. aiyoyoyoyo. okayy takperr *shakes head* . soo ummm ....
OH I JUST REMEMBERED , i need to download the song , i think i deleted it that day.
i haven't bought my skewl books yet!! owells i think ill go with shida arrr. nak tunggu ONE of my parents to take the iniatif pon susah! the disadvantages of having more then one. nak taruk buku pat ner pon bley pening kepala. RUmah maner nak gi , rumah maner nak simpan buku , rumah maner nak tido nyari.. ISHH!! PENING SEY KEPALAA!! syampoo aku dah tertinggal pat umah makni , abey nanti asik tukar2 syampoo habis lah rambut aku!!!abey duit rayer aku tak tahu maner nak pi letak. ISHH BLEY NAIK GILERRR!!

biar kita tetap saling berpeluk>

why am i feeling funny today? I feel like singing. weird.

2003-11-28T19:43:00.000-08:00

>>>SAGITTARIUS: November 22 December 20
You're insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You're also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you're upset with them.

wahhh. i dont think that's me. well it used to be me.. NOT ANYMORE!

2003-11-28T04:42:00.000-08:00

makkk oi!! byk nyer kuih pat umah bedok. padahal aku baru buat satu jerr kuih. Abey dier beranak plak.. hahahah. org kasi from everywhere. kan dah byk wahh wahh wahh!

2003-11-27T06:01:00.000-08:00

URGH that is the last time im gonna wear that freaking baju kebaya.. KETAT NAKK MAMPOSS!! ahhh tersendat!! abey punyer lah gatal..... ferst house gi umah fahmy pat woodlands , aku dah tergaruk garuk seyy.. PUNYER GATAL.. aper nyer kain tahh..ptui! TAK GUNERR. sesak pulakkk.. aku terpakser pakai pasal nak kener sepasang nagn family.. aiyoyoo menyusahkan! nyari duit rayer sikit jer sey!! SIKITT!! abey takder org plak tuu buat kuih cornflakes.. BODOH! KUIH cornflakes lah paling senang..

so balik mama ngan baba hantar sini abey dorang skg ngah dating. mcm smlm , aku ngan adeq tido dorang gi dating pat laut. gilerr.. hmm abey pat kereta baba suruh nyanyi. LERR gilerr.. empat tahun dulu suruh nyanyi bley lah .. skg dah karat , besides skg suara dah aurat. LOL. hahah u shuld hear how i sing now (Ask shida.) TEROK!! dulu bley lahh hahaha.. I remembered winning all those karaoke competition yg mani masookan! FUH FERST.. skg dah malu lahh. *blush* hahah. abey balik dari expo ngan present besar tuu.. AIYOO.. dulu ader training arrr coz slalu karaoke.. SKG.. haissss.. practice ngan shida aderlah!! hahah ROSAK LAGU , aku nyanyi. :D

2003-11-26T05:29:00.000-08:00

Mak eii , nyari nyer duit lagik sikit dari smlm. siakenz. twenty dollars hilang. Ni mesti adeq aku curik ni. takper arr , dier pon memang takder duit.

Tadii gi umah fadhil ngan izuan.. Wahhh , i din toked to izuan tat much.He just say things like , "Raudah , gi makan arr ," or , "helooo." actually i din say a werd back to him , i hope he doesnt think im sombong or anything.
Fadhil aku terpaksa berbual. =) aku nak gi toilet umah dier abey dier kebetulan pat situ.
him: nak gi toilet eh?
me: Uhhh yess..
den ader bender washing machine nyer tali tu abey aku tak bley lock pintu abey dier tgk jer seyy.. BODOH TOLONG LAH!
me: Fadhil , err cam ner nak tutup pintu ni..
soo baru lahh dier gi tolong bukakkan wire tu. ahh CUTE NYERRR!! soo I closed the door and went in . abey tak bley lock.
him: eh door tak bley lock tau.
aku dah pat dalam and i was like , "NOW DEN HE TELLS ME,"
me: HAH? TAKDER LOCK? ABEY CAM NER!
him: takper lah abang jager kan pat luar..
*snorts* tak pernah aku panggil dier abang.. biler dier kecik kecik pun aku panggil dier fadhil jer.. and aku tak brani nak kencing , lol , skali dier luper dier gi bukak ker... so aku cumer act jer lah buang air.. flush tu abey spray water. kekek seyy..

anyway i failed to mention another cousin frm my dad's side. his name is fahmy. No not muhd fahmy dari temasek. I have two fahmy cousins. anyway im not that close to him arr. so i dunno what to say abt him.. =)kay tu jer lah... aku nak tido.. besok nak gi jalan rayer sebelah mak aku plak.. EH BLEY NAIK GILER SEYY

2003-11-25T19:15:00.000-08:00

Tak sempat aku nak update smlm. balik jer terus Landing pat katill. PENAT GILERRR.. shiok.. perut betul nyer kenyang. Bangun kol 10 gituuuu abey gi tengok teveee.. Dah kol 11 baruuu kitorang semer siap , makan rendang . Abey lepas tu aku gi mintak ampon darii baba ngan mama.. Gave mama a very very very big hug. Mak eiii , pendek nyer mak aku.. tsk tsk tsk.
wahh tahun ini semer pakai black arrr. sepasang. cam best gituu.So ferst stop was rumahh nenek.. JUmperr alll myy cuzzinss . Oh and fahmy was there too.. Yarr okay , what was i talking about? hmm then we tok tok , the boys plak gi beli those bombags. Siak satu block kejar dorang suruh balik ..lepas tu dorang kejar kitorang balik ngan bombagS tu.. terlompat lompat aku ngan kebaya nak gi elak bombag.. Lol , kekek sey. Terjerit , jerit sey satu block. Korang asam nyer jantan ni semer.abey abg izam takder arr , pasal dier ader exam .. *SNIFFS* aper sey , tak best arr!!

Lepas tu aku ngan adeq gi singgah umah nenek sebelahh bapak betul aku , sebelah block jer.. PAT SITUU.. mak oi , PHEEEEWITTT. my cuzzins semer dah jadi super hunks.. ESP fadhil , MUKER cam yassin , abey pakai baju kurung karer marooon, *swwooons* . IzWan oso , aiyoh soo charming .. never talked to them though , coz we were surrounded by adults. except biler aku nak balik then izwan said , "Dah nak balik dah?" Dorang tgk aku cam tak pernah tgk aku setahun gitu. actually betul arr , dorang tak tgk aku fer setahun... esp the makcik2 down there. "WAHHH ANAK FAWZI DAH AANAK DARA," aIYOOOhh malu....

Den we head fer nenek sebelah bapak setep aku plak.. pat yi chu kang.. yang rumah semi-di tiga tingkat. its soo ironic sey , nenek aku ader tiga bangalow (johor , australia , singapore) abey datang pat anak dier (bapak aku) terus gi tiga bilik jer.. Haisss.. aparahhh

after dapat duit rayer , kitorang gi rumah satu tok ni lah , rumah yang aku slalu jumper fatin. Fatin is techinacally my aunty . and she's cuzzins with my step dad. So im supposed to call her Maktin *snorts*.

So total , duit rayer aku 80 DOLLARS. makk OI!! slalu nyer 100 lebey seyyy.. hmmpf , but nyari tak gi byk umah soo sikit arr. adeq aku bingit jer.. dier dpt 60 dollars jer. HARRRR HARR HARR.. padan muker dier , nak campak bombbag pat aku lagi.. *evillaugh*.
nyari nak gi kluar ngan bapak betul aku plak.. abey dier tak tepon tepon. mcm mcm betul org tua tu.. ish .. takderlah, im just pissed off sikit , dari pagi aku bgn dier tak telepon ni!! waste my precious sleep jer. AKU HARAP GI UMAH FADHIL ngan izwan. HEHEHEHE

2003-11-24T05:46:00.000-08:00

yeahh .. my hp inbox almost flooded. more like it! THANKS FER all the greetings!

2003-11-24T01:45:00.000-08:00

whoo besok dah rayer.. and don ever tell me korang takder mood nak rayer coz nanti aku pun takder mood !

tomm bley mintak maaf dari mak bapak , datuk , nenek semer. Aku pun tak tahu mak bapak maner mahu mintak maaf dulu. hmmmm.. so here's my plan for tomm.

pat umah mama , kiter org bermaaf maafan. aku byk dosa ni.. lepas tu gi umah nenek sebelah mama dulu pat bedok... Jumper makni ngan cik shahrin (my foster parents) gi mintak ampun lah byk byk . lepas tu habiskan kuih rayer dorang. orang lain semer sebok ngan duit rayer aku slalunyer sebok makan kuih rayer .SERIOUSLY! aku datang rumah korang gerrenti aku abiskan kuih rayer! Bley gemok sikit.lepas tu minom air oren sampai habis! fuhhh!!! Den dah habis gi jumper cuzzin cuzzin semer oh and that includes fahmy. Lepas tu cabot , salam every adult in the house . AND I MEAN EVERY!! ambik duit rayer semua!! Lepas tu gi rumah nenek sebelah my step-dad. Fuhh situ semer kasi 10 dollars. Lol! hahaha Den lepas tuu gi umah nenek pat sebelah bapak betul aku plak! situ pun semer kasi 10 dollars . and then meet all my long lost cuzzins yang tersungguhlah hensem. especially fadhil a.k.a yassin. HE LOOKS SOO MUCH LIKE YASSIN. muker arab abis. I dunno wad telah happen dengan aku , muker tak macam arab langsung. pAT UMAH sini Makan the rendang from nek baba. FUHH sedap siots.. Nek baba is the queen of rendang. Den after finishing the kuih there , aku mintak diri pegi ruumah bapak betul aku plak.. Uhh i dunno what im gonna do there.. Bleahh I CAN'T WAIT!!

anyway people.. ENJOY UR RAYER.. dan mintak lah maaf ke atas segala silap aku yg bertimbun2. im not perfect lah.. and i can be such a bitch most of the times.. So i beg for fingers dari hujung bulu mater hingga ker hujung bulu uhh kaki.. BYEEE!muax love u all

2003-11-22T22:41:00.000-08:00

Mak eeii. aku baru count all my baju rayer.. ader 12 ! dari maner datang . lols.. i feel like a spoilt brat.. so aku dah byk bajur ayer ni.. invite lah gi jalan! hahaha

2003-11-22T20:55:00.000-08:00

i put a hari rayer song in the background but shida said it cannot be heard.. alarrr..

the house is looking like a palace.. whoaaa.. im so happy im part of it. If u're lsot, im talking abt makni's house. Makni always remind me to call this "my house" instead of "Makni's house". but it gets confusing rite.. err yar okay where was i. Oh anyway people, u're all welcome here fer hari rayer.. *Smiless* ..

sum of u might get an ecard frm me.. i wrote quite a handful. all seperately. :D

2003-11-21T21:14:00.000-08:00

I totally trembled when i saw him. TOtally. Its so weird that i had to shiver like that. what was i scared of. The sight of him was really unnerving. Ive never really given much thought about him. But its really interesting. My whoel body was shaking and i was talking weird.. WEIRDD!! eh baper byk jantan arr dalam kepala otak aku ni. lol.

So tadi aku gi temankan si adeq aku sorang ni gi ambik Psle Results dier. His principle pey lah boring and long winded. Bley mampos sey pat situ!! BORING siak. then i saw muzhaffar and Kamarul , hmmm , picking up their adeq too i think. anyway it turns out my brather passed!! whooo. i was like jumping around ,and dlapping hifives and ruffling his hair and all.Im so happy fer him. So so happy. well he got 175 only arrr. But im happy , i tot he'd do much more worse. I think ill go buy him a present todae , since im going shopping with aisyah.. heading for parkway and then geylang!

2003-11-21T00:44:00.000-08:00

heloooo werld.. im now rotting at home. nak kater im enjoying my life. takjugak lah.. nak kater im suffering tak jugak lah.. soo IM FINE!!
i cant wait fer rayer.. i oso dunno why. im having a honking headache! and no one is at home.. rumah aku takder kuih. rumah bedok takder kuih. uumah berselerak. mama kater nanti org kasi kuih. aku tak tahu aper aku merepek. bye

2003-11-19T18:23:00.000-08:00

din sleep at all today.. ive been up all nite. smlm best giler seyy! went geylang wif my family. which family? my mum , step dad , brader. baba bought me this really astaounding black kebaya frm first lady. ahah bley pengsan sey. coz everyone else chose the same kebaya. and im gonna wear the kebaya on the first day of rayer.. cam tak best gitu nanti banyak org pakai baju yang samer! haha . so we were all chatting on the bus.. i forgot how hilarious baba can be. and he has lots of frens pat saner.. member lamer lah.. aper lah. sum of his frens terperanjat sey tgk kitorang. haha. coz they tot that baba was still sum bujang. my dad is 31 years old and my mum is 30 years old. got one this first lady's cashier , baba's friend , biler mama takder she was like
"Eh tu pompuan saper?"
"Oh that's my beloved wife."
"OH ...."
mama and baba act like some new couple or sumthing , holding hands lah , hug hug lah. grusome.
kitorang shopping sakan seyy! mater aku pon shopping!!byk hunks. whooo. ader satu hunk ni kan kasi jantung aku cam nak pecah jerrr..

bought songkok for baba and adeq. and we were all teasing my adeq coz of his boncit perut. hahah! adeq peng, jer..

balik rumah we tried all the baju sambil bukak lagu rayer ngan lampu lap lip. fuyoo i din realise my adeq was that HENSEM!! ccept of coz of the minor drawback of his boncit perut.
*coughshafieecough* . but really... biler dier pakai baju kurung , pey lah cute! mcm nak picit2 muker dier. HARAP MUKeR JER HENSEM badan cam pIee . tapi adeq aku pendek arrr.. baba styled kan adeq nyer rambut. style!! and theN adeq and baba breakdance in the living room. GILER! hahah . i din knoe my father knoe how to break. wahhh! *impressed* he did the windmill thingy.. arr whatever its called. and both of em happily gi breakdance pat depan aku.. buat aku geram jer.. aku tak tahu breakdance ni!!
abey aku try my black kebaya.. wahh cam meriah gitu tahun ni.walk ard the house.
then at nite din sleep. listen to my dad's teenage stories. hahaha hilarious sial!! he was sooo like wild! and to think adults always say "budak budak zaman skg" . makk oi dulu nyer lagi teruk !
he told me abt his marijuana days . and clubbing days , beer drinking days lah. and showed me sum of his old photos. he told me his weekly chilling out nyer programme. one of them was stealing the china tepekong nyer orange from house to house.. lol. sampai berplastic bag plastic bag. then they sit at the void deck and eat together2. awww. he told me some of his frens go,
"eh giler kau.. ciner nyer tepekong , takut aku! nanti tuhan dier datang"
"tuhan pala otak kau , kiter tuhan dorang."
"eh tak nakk arr.."
"eh kiter makan , kirekan baik per... nanti dorang tengok limau dorang hilang dorang happy , dorang ingat tuhan dorang makan tu bender. nanti dier taruk lagi satu"
i was laughing like hell siak! haha

and there was this photo at the beach that they took while they buried one of their frens in the sand , and then put this things around him . muler2 aku ingatkan aperlah. skali tengok dekat2 rupernyer chinese josssticks. haha. baba said tu time hungry ghost festival so dorang gi ambik ahh . abey plant around the person. GILERR.. aku nak langkah josstick tu pun dah takut. haha aku dgr bley kener sampuk lah , aper lah. DORANG GI CURIK LAH ADER..

of coz that time my dad was 14 , young and carefree.. eh sorry to bore u to death. bye!

2003-11-19T00:57:00.000-08:00

the house is in such a mess. i wanna go back to pasir ris! kay im soo spoiled rotten. but seriously. i wanna go back to pasir ris. back to my queen size bed where i can sleep freely insteda of this single siize hard bed.. my back's aching. HOW the hell did i survive last time. honking shit. i wanna go back to my room with my comfy chair while palyingthe computer. this chair is soo hard and short..and there is practically no food to eat at night. i eat like a horse in pasir ris. IM so bad.

2003-11-18T08:04:00.000-08:00

WHOO! i found my wallet already.. URGH the trouble with having too many houses. i tot i left it at my dad's house , but it wasnt. so i tot it was at nenek's house , and it wasnt there . i tot it was at makni's house , BUT IT wasnt there either. soi tot it was at mama house and rampage the whole house. and finally lost my wallet.. Haisss.. have u heard of anyone having too many houses. well im having the misfortune of that. but of there are advantages. LIKE why my wallet is always full... :D

2003-11-18T07:33:00.000-08:00

I can understand that the house is always messy and that you're tired after wekr and stressed. But it doesnt make ur scoldings any less bearable. haiss..

2003-11-16T03:52:00.000-08:00

oh i forgot to tell.
the other day when i went shopping wif makni, iman and nabil. the salesgirl asked. "That's your first daughter hah?" and she pointed to me. Makni said without hesitation "Yup thats my daughter" and she looked at me. I snorted to covered how happy i was.. soo touched. Last time she always say "she's my neice" but now im her DAUGHTER!! wheeeeeee..

2003-11-16T02:41:00.000-08:00

YES!! im finally back at pasir ris!! whoopeee.. i gues sum of u out there are totaly lost with my life. Its just so complicating sumtimes it does get on my nerves. Andpeople used to complain they cant call me coz they dont know which house im at.. well i solved that since i have a hp now :)
and now im in a honking dilemma coz bab wants me to stay there , now that he can control his temper and all. Its not that i don want to , i mean i feel at home and all. But ive been so used living with makni. And its so honkiing messy there!! esp my brader's bedroom. and i don wanna share rooms wif my brader. IM 14 YEARS old for crying out loud! and his bedroom is in such a freaking mess. Seriously , it looks more like a pig sty. and its so cramp , How the hell am i suppose to squeeze in that shit! soo im not sure now. and besides makni has make me at home now, always showering me with things and all. and cik shahrin is so nice. he always ask how my skewl is , how i am? or is there anything else i need. Sumtimes cam serba salah like that. This place is too good for me. i've got my own computer , my own dressing table , my own table , my own queen size bed and all. Food is always in my fridge . Its so different from my mum's house. Where there's nothing inside the fridge, now i knoe why im so thin! well im not blaming them arr . But its trueE! i was practically starving in there. But of coz i miss my mum and my brader anddd of coz i really like the change in baba. But.. err okay.. im just thinking. there's loads of other things when this come in concern . but im not sure i shuld . iTs just some things have to be secrets.

2003-11-14T23:19:00.000-08:00

Its soo boring!! boring boring boring. kay bye

2003-11-14T07:36:00.000-08:00

i'd say one thing !Evil never looked soo good . tom felton had gone past hot and straight to sexy! seriously! and now i have a friend to drool wif me.. none other than fatin. Im stil toking to her abt tom now! AAAAAA.. why am i stuck here in singapore!??! I wanna live sumwhere else with blue/green eyed blonde with broad shoulders / sexy body and blah blah blah.
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i was walking with my brader and my mum and these group of guys walked past. One of them stopped and walked towards me arr abey do that smoothing his hai with his hands thingy , then skali dier stop. "ALAMAK MAK DIER ADER ARR!" haha and his friends were all laughing at him. my mum was looking at me . i was trying to keep a staight face . *giggles* . aaah i wanna go to london!!
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tadi my father gave my brader satu ayat ni arr untuk bacer so he entah aper tah lahh aku pun tak ingat. so he tulis at the kertas for y brader. and put the syarat.
syarat satu: tak boleh minum arak
syarat dua: tak boleh berzina

and my brader said with an infuriatingly cute curious face "eh baba berzaIna *(yeah he said berzaina)* tu aper?"
and my dad and mum exchange looks . haha i din watch the rest..

2003-11-14T04:31:00.000-08:00

my mum's husband is suddenly very nice towards me.. i aprreciate it very much. =) . Life has improved in a very alarming manner..
for thosee people out there if u have nothing better to do sms aku lah.. 92406977. i don think manny people are reading this anyway so i feel secured to announce my number.. haha ok im weird.

2003-11-14T00:16:00.000-08:00

haha overreacting.. but im still soo excited!! I MEAN harry potter is like my obsession.

so yesterday i went to geylang wif makni and shop like hell. Makni bought this 99 dollars baju. and bought for me this silver geland and ayam percik. hehehe. and we met shazwan. at first i wanted to just act as if i din see him. but makni spooted him so i had to say hi.
the whole time me and makni was walking i had dis big grin on mai face for the whole time.. I cant seem to get rid of it.. SERIOUSLY. i was just grinning all the way..
and abnother habit was i keep touching my phone even though no one is smsing me
another thing!PEOPLE I HAVE A FREEKING PHONE NOW! soo why am i not getting any smses? *grumble*
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2003-11-13T23:51:00.000-08:00

I just watched the prisoner of azkaban trailer!! ahhhhh tom felton was soo hot!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!! im gonna watch the trailer again!! haha .. i just watched it two times. OHH MY GOOD.. im drooling with anticipation

http://entertainment.msn.com/movies/movie.aspx?m=541708

2003-11-12T17:26:00.000-08:00

I just finished watching cinta cholestrol. its hilarious. well for those who don wanna spoil the suspense , u can stop reading on. anwyay back to t the story, muler2 kind of sedey arr.. actuallly the only hilarious part was the ending. :D . it was unexpected. Yusri was soo cute in the movie.. Seriously!! haha i never realised. err tu jer lah..
i hevn't sleep yet , and believe it or not , im not sleepy

2003-11-12T14:05:00.000-08:00

ITs 6.10 am and im still up!!! i cannot sleep. I feeel i feeel EMPTY!! its so weird not having problems. and it feels empty too. as if i have to no life like that. its a very horrible feeling . its like i said ,i feeL like i have no life. i do like that i don't have any problems , but dont have happiness either. So its empty. how many times must i say that?
and to relieve my emptiness i read fanfics and live with the fantasies. and im back wif my harry potter obsession.. i culd use with a bit of a problem . haha , humans , always remain unsatisfied. whatever.. im not sleeepy!! cam ner ni..

2003-11-12T07:39:00.000-08:00

yess! yess! i finally got a new handphone!!! yess yess. Its 2100 . i wanted to buy 8310 but it was out of stock. wadever.. The cover is actually blue but mama bought a pink one for me. so now i have pink and blue!! and the guy selling the phone was super cute. He's chinese arr but well like i said he's cute. My mum was embarrassing me with stupid ques. Like once , she asked "prepaid card got incoming calls free or not?" and the guy gave this kay i dunno how to described it, it wasnt a snobbish look arr but it was cute. soo people call me yar!! or sms. Im using my old starhub number , 924blah blah blah blah.
suddenly i feel like going bowling.

2003-11-12T00:34:00.000-08:00

1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?

More to afternoon.

>2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
definitely TOMFELTON!

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>3. GOLD OR SILVER? Im totally a silver fan

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>4.WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA? WITH WHO? The leauge of extraordinary gentleman. watched it with a friend.

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>5.FAVOURITE TV SHOW? You have to ask this question?!
definitely charmed

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>6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
tOast>

>7. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM WITH?
Tom felton / anyone hot. haahah

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>8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?

*tries* errr nope

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>9. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? Him
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>10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
crappy is my middlename

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>11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY? err beach.. but its too hot!
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>12.SUMMER OR WINTER? winter without a doubt. Snowww!

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>13. YUM?

hah? yum yum

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>14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN? Buttered!
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>15. FAVOURITE CAR???
Jaguar
>16. FAVOURITE SANDWICH FILLING? Ham
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>17. FAVOURITE TYPE OF MUSIC? Hip hop...
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>19. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE? i dunnooee
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>20. FAVOURITE FLOWER? rosee.. *Sighs dreamily*
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>21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO
>SPEND ALL? ohhh SHOPPING HERE I COME!
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>22. DO YOU WEAR PYJAMAS?
Yarr..but not those printed with daremon all that.

>23. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Blue but im wearing black contact lense

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>24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? Four
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>25 WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE? london
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>26. CAN YOU JUGGLE? err does two balls count?
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>27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?

Monday coz there is friends and wednesday coz got charmed

>28. RED OR WHITE WINE? Black beer
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>29. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?

turned 13

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>30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD? wassat?
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>31. SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TO YOU..
asri? Well he's smart!

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>32. WHO DO YOU LEAST EXPECT TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? You know whu u are..

>33. WHO IS THE PERSON YOU EXPECT TO SEND THIS BACK FIRST? shida.. since she's toking to me right now.. and she's bored

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>34.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Merlin conspiracy by Diana wyane jones.

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>35. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME? mOnopoly

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>36. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
Cleo and teens

>38. COMFORT FOOD? Ferrerro Roche
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>39.FAVOURITE SOUND? the sound of his voice. Though i still haven't met him yet
>40. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? emptiness
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>41. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE
>MORNING?

five more minutess.. *snores*

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>42. FAVOURITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Macdonalds and pizza hut
>43. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME?
Natasha , Nora wahhh dah plan
>44. FINISH THIS STATEMENT. "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY, ......."
I would bring my mum to go haji..she deserves it

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>45. DO YOU DRIVE FAST? I do drive people nuts. but it takes time>
>46. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? why shuld i , so stuffy.

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>47. STORMS, COOL OR SCARY? scary..
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>48. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? Fuji electrics. :P
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>49. FAVOuRITE DRINK? milo
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>50. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME, ......" I would
>are u kiddin me?! I AM HAVING TIME.. in fact im bored!
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>51. DO YOU EAT STEMS OF BROCCOLI? I don eat veggies
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>53. HOW MANY DIFFERENT CITIES HAVE YOU LIVED IN?

currently im living in 3 cities. pasir ris , bedok and bedok reservoir.. weird huh?

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>54. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? My boyfren
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>55. WHO ARE YOUR BEST FRIENDS?havent found her/him yet
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>56. WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES? tooo many to put.. oh one of them is dreaming
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>57. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE? no!

8. WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST? me

2003-11-12T00:21:00.000-08:00

Hmmpf sampai ati korang ketawerkan muker aku.. Lmao.. takperlah aku delete. aku pun tak tahu cam ner nak kecikkan.
and after a million gazillion years waiting. Im finnally gonna buy a new handphone! makni says it shuldnt be more then two hundred.. haisss. so i thinkk ill just buy 2100. at least it has composer.